Ready. Dream. Action!
Hey people! Sorry for the long hiatus. My apologies as I’ve been so busy just traveling around Malaysia and layaning my bf! 🙂
Evidently, my instagram is flooded with our pictures & adventures <3
I’m pretty bumped that he has returned to New Zealand. It didn’t really hit me until that final 60 minutes of togetherness. All the while I was trying to occupy my thoughts of being with him. It was definitely one of my saddest moment when I had to let him go 🙁
Well, I’m not going to bury my sorrow here. I learnt that a lot of times, I come back to my blog to reminisce on the good old time. So today I’m going to write about dreams.
When I was 11, I grew up secretly wanting to be a writer. Back then, I thought it was fairly impossible since it’s not a job that makes lots of money unless you’re dead famous. So i put that thought at the back of my head. Fast forward to 10 years later, I have this little site where I can write whatever I want. So, 1st secret dream checked!
About 5 years ago, I graduated with a bachelor degree in International Marketing. Prior to that, I did my internship in Saatchi & Saatchi and I knew that advertising is my calling. It was also during that time I had a secret wish. As much as i love working in advertising, I wished to open a quaint little cafe overlooking sunset. (How gorgeous would that be right?!!) I also secretly wished how nice it is to have a husband who has kitchen experience so that y’know my little cafe dream will come true. And surprise surprise, I’ve met just the right one.
It’s a little scary to know how these little wish that you once thought is impossible comes true before your eyes. Thus, I believe that everything in the past, no matter good or bad, happens for a reason. Today, I read this really great quote that I wish to share with y’all here.
“There is no ups and downs in life. There are only turning point that lead you to the correct path.”
Turning 28 this year, i couldn’t help but to really start figuring out where the rest of my life is going to be. Ironically, when I was 18, turning 28 seems like a million years later. Like I still have a lot of time to figure things out. And now if you ask me, turning 38 is not a very long time. Kinda weird how the older you get, the faster time travels. Haha.
Knowing that time move eerily fast makes me vow that when I have children in the future, I’ll be the type of mom who will always be there for my kids because I want to watch my kids grow. At the same time, I also want to work and be a super mom and at the same time be my husband’s #1 supporter. Phew! Now, I know why they say being a mother is the toughest job in the world.
Well, to tackle that thought, the only way I reckon I can work and be a super mom is if I work from home. I have no idea what kind of job that gives you the freedom to work from home but we’ll see. One can dream and trust the universe to work things out, no?
I am also quite excited about the life I’m going to have once I move in with Ozias. Imagine having a home together, a place where we can unwind, a stepping stone to making our dreams come true. Y’know I keep seeing myself doing all these domestic things in our home that I can’t wait to really DO IT already!!
During our 6 weeks of holiday, we kept gushing about how our kids are going to be. How they’d look like, their characteristic and what kind of parents are we going to be and so on. Please don’t freak out, i’m not going to be a mom anytime soon.
He reckons our first born will be a girl and we’re going to name her Summer and she’ll look like this. What d’ya think?
I’m pretty stoked. I have about 3 weeks plus in Malaysia. As much as I love being at home I just can’t wait to be with him. I didn’t know that it will affect me this bad. I’m constantly missing him. I felt like his presence still lingers around me like I could feel him, touch him. Then I had to snap myself back to reality and be all moody and sad that I am wasting my time being away from him. Life is too short, you gotta be with the person you love and create a fulfilled, contented life together.