This weekend was mostly spent melayan my emo. Everytime I wake up, I’d think… Last week at this time… I miss him. I really do miss him. And every time I’m like this, I have the thoughts of going back to Sitiawan or transferring to Penang.

Just say, if I go back to Sitiawan. I work there, spend less and be happier. Cos I’m always homesick and I miss Matthew so much. He’s growing so fast that I wish I had the chance of watching him grow. Then again, I could foresee. If I were in Sitiawan, I would say that the life there is boring, my job wouldn’t be as challenging as my job in KL, wana be adventurous la bla bla *sigh

But if I get a job in Penang, first thought would be yay, got boyfriend to teman me all the time. Won’t be lonely at all and, and… I couldn’t think of anything jor zzz. But then right, in the first place, one of the many reasons I didn’t find a job in Penang is because I wana test our relationship. See if it is strong enough to withstand the distance. And another reason is I want baby to have his own life. Like he can do whatever he wants, go out with his friends etc. Well, that applies on me as well la.

Sigh, sometimes I also don’t know what I want. Wana be independent also me, wana bermanja also me-_-

Anyway, all this has nothing to do with my relationship with my job. It’s fun at times, challenging at times and paling best is it’s very de social media oriented *woots

Aarghhh, it’s raining now and I’m so de emo-ing again.

Psst. Sometimes I can’t wait to go back to work cos I don’t want to ber-emo anymore. So depressing la talking to myself. Listening to my conscious fighting amongst themselves. And eat sucky food cos I wana save money. Sigh, my condition now is WAYYYY worst than my life in UMS. Although that time I was away from home, still I got him to bitch about my day and friends to gila with and freaking go to the beach whenever we want!. But now, everybody is all so busy.

One of my favourite place in campus. The library. Got aircond and that’s me wearing my pajamas. Don’t know what I was doing. Probably reading somebody’s blog. So intense one my reaction.

Tata.

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TINKTINKTINK!!

I got a happy announcement to make

SURPRISE SURPRISE~

WOOHOO!!! Congrats to the new couple hehehe

Actually, Elias told me about this great news on Wednesday but I didn’t quite believe it until there’s solid prove and evidence that they are together. Then next day when I can finally online in my room (hello streamyx sux) and saw Alvin’s skype picture & I immediately went “OMG!!OMG!OMG!OMG!!!OMGGGGG!!!” Even my roomies thought something happened bla bla but I’m so freakin’ happy for them!!!!!!!!!

Immediately went & congratulate Alvin

Went to town with Kuan Han, baby & friends and I went all TINKTINKTINK again & told them about the happy news heheh

Kuan Han immediately called Alvin & congratulate him & wana celebrate with dinner & drinks hahah.

It’s like the biggest news of all. It’s like.. it’s like… I couldn’t even think of any celebrity couple news to compare with.

Neway, this news really put me in a good mood that I wake up early next day to TINKTINKTINK at yokechin’s room hahaha. When it comes to good news, I have the biggest mouth in the world. lu mau kasi spread good news cakap saja sama gue. But only good news ha. itu gossip atau news yang memalukan orang lain gue atau rahsia gue tidak sama sekali pigi spread spread zzz.

Since I’m so happy for Alvin&Ming imma gonna say something nice to my other half as well heheh

sayang, sayang… i understand that now is your critical moment. & i understand that you have a few batangs always being by your side. & you have invited your new boyfriend to stay with you during practical zzz.

i promised not to throw tantrum at you (like i always do.. sorry) & i promised not to get jealous of you & your boyfriend being lovey dovey, whispering sweet nothings in front of me (okay, i made that up heheh)

no matter what happens in the future, which country we will be in years to come, what we do for a living & how our future kids will look like

when we were 12

I will still love you<3

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Damn… I hate my non-productive days. And I miss my boyfriend so badly. I miss talking to him for hours (we’re not rich people so talking on the phone for hours cannot be done) I miss having his presence beside me.

So miss the feeling of being a ‘married couple’. Cos when he was here, mum & bro went to KL so it’s just me & him at home. Love the feeling of cooking together, dinner together while watching Oprah, after that he continued his CDI project & me studying/half-asleep for JLPT. Then for breakfast, we’ll eat Koko Krunch & watch Gossip Girls.

Baby: Honey.. (rush from kitchen while me watching Oprah) I want to scold your mum d!!

Me: Hmm..? (find it amusing) What happened?

Baby: Look at this!

Me: What’s wrong with these?

Baby: Look at the expired date

Me: (Laugh)

Baby: U see… 2006!!I know you orang kaya, don’t need to waste food bah zzz

Wow, tak sangka baby can dig up some old stuffs that I never knew were in my house kitchen.

Neway, for our monthly anniversary, baby cooked pasta & apple soup.

Special apple soup that need to use blender sumore. Which I never see my parents use blender to make soup also…

However, the soup was inedible. At first it tasted sour then spicy. Baby followed one of my dad cook books & guess what ingredient it suggested us to use: green apple & curry powder.

Nevertheless, we went all out with our celebration. Curi mum punye sparkling juice & drink it using those champagne glass. Although no candle but it was still romantic:))

Picture taken at grandma’s house

Wokey… princess need to clean her room cos nem is coming over tomorrow. Yay!

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